Yuletide Recs! 80 recs in 49 fandoms

For Yuletide 2023, I received this GORGEOUS, lyrical story for Janelle Monae's Dirty Computer:

tattoo your love on my heart (3620 words)
Fandom: Dirty Computer - Janelle Monáe (Music Video)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ché/Jane/Zen (Dirty Computer)
Additional Tags: On the Run, Polyamory, Amnesia, reclaiming yourself, idk Che looks like a they to me, Dancing, Internalised Oppression, POV First Person, Past Brainwashing
Summary:

I can feel sharp black holes in my mind, and there is nothing there.

I am Zen. It is my name. I thought I was someone else, someone clean with a proper designation. I forgot how much I loved these two people. They know who they are, and when I look at them I feel something that I know is far from clean. I try to remember how we met, what we did, and all I can find are those empty spots inside of me.

( 80 recs in 49 fandoms )